i want something exciting to happen. i guess i am too anxious and cannot wait a month and a week for school to start but this summer is passing in an endless string of sadness and boredom, with a few jolts of goodness here and there.
queer as folk is fantastic but at the same time it is making me feel really bad. its like im living in a fantasy world accustomed to keep me busy until my life really starts. but i dont know how my life will be when it does start. i am completely mored now what makes me think it will change in new york? well everything but still...i feel as if all my hopes are going to be smashed due to other people and my faulty interaction with people, as i know not how to act around certain people.
my motehr fucking woke me up with finance talk. now thats a way to ruin the day.
i was up till three am watching qaf, i still have around 7 or 7 epis left in season one. its horrible how i think about it work nonstop. i dont want to work anymore it sucks
im fudging tired